Was actually rather sad cus of something happened.
&bestie's busy these days that she couldnt spare time for me.
BBBBBBBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTT,

SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRR TOUCHED!
another SOMEONE knew that im superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr upset these days,
this SOMEONE actually gave me a surprise today!!!
Came all the way to my place just for me, to pass me something to cheer me up...

Really. Touched. Never felt this way before~
&&also a letter that make me teared right after reading the first sentence.
I swear im not lying.
This SOMEONE, i know will be there for me.
THANKYOU! :)

(i'll blog more further into this some other time, currently not in the mood to....)
but this someone really make my day.
Very very much appreciated.

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Well, something happened to Yani lastnight.
But it's pretty much settled by now.
Glad to hear that from her.
&i hope it wont happen again ANYMORE~

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butttt, what bout mine?
I'm still in a Lost.
I dont want. I seriously dont wanna know what exactly happened.
Cus i know i'll need 10boxes of tissue again.
I'm afraid what i guessed will be the truth.
I'm afraid of the cruel reality.
I'm afraid i couldnt stand right up again.
BUT, if i dont find out, I CAN NEVER REST IN PEACE.
It's bothering me, EVERY SINGLE DAY.
I'm like a empty shell left, roaming round somewhere...
I'm feeling superrrrrrrrrrr LOW!
I'm afraid i'll blow my anger on anybody...


A piece of stained paper,
you added some colours, some drawing, some lights.
It turns out nice. Very nice.
BUT oneday, it's torn! with culprit NOT FOUND.




Lost time can NEVER be found.
I'm afraid to lose~
You meant something to me.
Something SO important that i realised im afraid i'll lose.

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I know im slow but i wanna catch and ...
:( :( :(

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/28/2008 09:34:00 AM

A part of me is dying~




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Yesyes. FULL FULL FULL OF QUERY.
I need moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee time to figure this out.













Is this for real or just some sweet-NIGHTMARE?

Im dumb enough.
Stupid.



















But one thing i know, I FELL REAL HARD.
&it hurts like #*&^%$#@#$%^&!!!





You make my heart skipped a beat.
You make my heart STOP beating&
It's bleeding, profusely...





Promises.
EMPTY promises.





Tons of ____























I cant function now.
My brain's not working..
I'm lost for words.
& i need some Analgesic.
I mean i mean ALOT ALOT ALOT of Analgesic.





























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SOMEONE SAVE ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~
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Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/27/2008 06:51:00 AM

Sentosa-ed :D
with Josephine, Janis, Azizah, XueLin, Dayah,
Stephen, Jonathan, WeiDa and SuiAn

My head's super heavy now.
A tad bit of headache plus super tired&sleepy.
Goodnight world~ zzz


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PS. Utterly Disappointed...
*shake head*
BIG BIG SIGH~

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/25/2008 02:59:00 PM

Awwwwwwwwww~~~
SOooooooo sweeet.
:D :D :D

I received a mini tiny mail today!
(&&the stamp's not stamped)

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/24/2008 01:20:00 PM

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I want to rant rant rant~~~
Some kind soul open your pocket and let me pour everything in pleaseeeee.
I'm super tired... Like Reallllllly.
Only if i can sleep, as long as 9861876246534years...
byebye








PS. You're one who's able to make me smile&cry at the same time
PS. My heart skipped a beat... &it might stop, anytime

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/23/2008 08:43:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AMANDA! (21stMay)

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY, JIALING! (22ndMay)

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/23/2008 07:25:00 AM

I went PartyWorld KTV today!
Angela&JL bring us there~ :D
Hahaha.

Well, only Angela&JL's the only one singing
while PS and I do the listening...
But i meant well. If i were to sing, they wont be able to sleep later tonight.
hahahhaahha. :DD

We went to had Pastamania first before that.


@ PW


& ofcus there's a little little of jay-ing session~




A little little shopping aftermath.
& CausewayPoint's RSH die on me again today :(
Super sad. Not out of colour this time but out of size!!

But Charles&Keith brighten my day!
Hahahhahaha.

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Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/21/2008 02:58:00 PM

Like FINALLY!
I'm able to sit infront of this poor neglected laptop of mine to blog!
I'm like superrrrr BUSY nowadays...
&&&SOMEBODY knows why. HAHAHA :D
Right, SOMEBODY?! :DD

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15th May 08
Dayout with lilbestie.

Dine at Ajitei :D
actually actually, i cannot remember what happened. :X
Met at same old place, Outram.
We then train together to Bugis.
And you know, as usual.
We start to talk talk talk and non-stop.
Best Confidant!
But time just isnt right. Both us super busy now.
After makan-ing, we walk around and then settled somewhere for talks.
Till bout 6plusPM, she went to meet her Sis while I wait for Mr.Driver.

My bestielilgirlfriend and our half-eaten food :D


Her pressie from TW!
Elmo elmo elmo hpscreen protector!




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Sooooo, im left with TW trip to update right? :)
Sooooooooooooooooooooooooon, i hope.

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/20/2008 02:59:00 PM

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY, JULIETTElilbestie!

My best-est best friend!
The best-est best friend i ever had; lilbestie
The one who's forever there for me; lilbestie
The one whom i never regret knowing; lilbestie

I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you!
Happy 20th birthday. Stay sweet and lovely alright.
&&& May JOE be the only one till the very end :D

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/17/2008 07:15:00 AM

WHY?!
I've got so so soooooo many WHYs.

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/17/2008 07:06:00 AM

I need to blog!
I need to blog bout:
TW trip - 3rdMay to 9thMay AND
Dayout with lilbestie - 15thMay.

BUT
im like superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr tired today.
Really.
So I need a rest. Plenty plenty of rest, I mean.
*YAWN*~~~~~~~~~

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PS. TWENTY

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/16/2008 01:01:00 PM

I've got BeanCurd again today!
Not as tasty but still, i finish it all up :D

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/14/2008 02:58:00 PM

hehehe.
I superrrrrrrrrrrrr miss my malay teacher!
& she know who she is :D
Cikgu SHIRA! :D;D:D

LOL
HAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/13/2008 02:39:00 PM

Training Leave today with Yani :):):)
Training located @ starhub cuppage road/somerset.
Damn place, but we manage to find the place and reach on time.









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I know im suppose to update on my TW trip but you know the word L-A-Z-Y?
:P Really. I've yet sort out those picturesssssssssssss.
alot Alot ALOT ALOTTTTT!
ALOT ALOT = L-A-Z-Y
Give me some time pleaseeeee :D

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/13/2008 11:37:00 AM

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/12/2008 12:04:00 PM

Some sweet sweeeeeet meds
&
cookies plus candy :D

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/02/2008 02:58:00 PM

I SPENT, like again...
but not much this time.

I gave RSH's flip-flop a missed cus they dont have the colour i wanted :(
Neeway, one more day to TW~

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/02/2008 12:51:00 PM

Goooooooooooooooooood morning, people.
:D :D :D

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/01/2008 10:58:00 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NICHOLAS!



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Be back later~

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Picturessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss are back in action, people~
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Nightshift on 28thApr and before work, Out with Nana.
Accompained her to ITEsimei to collect her transcipt and off to SNB to register.
This silly girl got so so soooooooo excited when she got her license. LOL
Jumping with joy~~~

We roam around Chinatown and we saw this:



Dedicated to the Nurses of Singapore~~~


So Nana and I went in, thought we can get something cool or special..
But............DUH!..... actually it's all those feeding milk, commode chair....etc.

Left and continue checking out what's there.
& digicam went shooting shooting and shooting non-stop.

We walked aimlessly and just walk wherever we can.





Then we came across this house;



Nana say it's a shop or sort and she wanted to go in..........
&she went!!!






and when she's about to press the doorbell/knock the door,
i dragged her out and we saw one lady walking out from in there.
I went forward to the lady and asked
"Errrr, excuse me. Is this somebody's house orrrrrrr .......?!?!"
Lady replied "huh?! yaaaa. you're looking for?
*face changed*, pull Nana's hand while smiling back to Lady and say "Nothing, thanku.."

Hhahhaha. This Samy girl ah. Anyhow only.

Continued walking and we came to this back alley place...



Looks cool huh.

also we found this.


lol. Dont she looks superrrrrrrrr cute here? :)


Lonnnnnnnnng day and we 197-ed way to work.
&before we reached we changed our mind and she wanna bring me to Kent Ridge Park!
That ulu-ulu park!











Chilled/chatted for an hour or so, we left for work.

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/01/2008 04:22:00 PM

:D :D :D
In the end, I still din blog.
Cus i went out with Nana day before yesterday(28thAPR before nightshift).
I accompanied her to ITEsimei to collect her transcript and then
we head to SNB to register. Afterwhich, we roam around Chinatown.
As usual, i took out my digicam and start shooting and shooting non-stop.
Had dinner and then she brought me to this ulu ulu Kent Ridge Park!
By time we reach KentRidgePark, it's like 6pm plus plus already.
We chilled for an hour or so before leaving for work.

PS; Nana loveee my "salty" mouth.
hahahha.

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i've got picturessss for both days but they're all still in my digicam.
I need to sleep first for now because today's SD, postnight.
I'll be back later with pictures uploaded.................... IF possible :X

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
5/01/2008 02:29:00 AM