Was actually rather sad cus of something happened.
&bestie's busy these days that she couldnt spare time for me.
BBBBBBBBBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTTTTT,
SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRR TOUCHED!
another SOMEONE knew that im superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr upset these days,
this SOMEONE actually gave me a surprise today!!!
Came all the way to my place just for me, to pass me something to cheer me up...
Really. Touched. Never felt this way before~
&&also a letter that make me teared right after reading the first sentence.
I swear im not lying.
This SOMEONE, i know will be there for me.
THANKYOU! :)
(i'll blog more further into this some other time, currently not in the mood to....)
but this someone really make my day.
Very very much appreciated. ----------------------------
Well, something happened to Yani lastnight.
But it's pretty much settled by now.
Glad to hear that from her.
&i hope it wont happen again ANYMORE~
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butttt, what bout mine?
I'm still in a Lost.
I dont want. I seriously dont wanna know what exactly happened.
Cus i know i'll need 10boxes of tissue again.
I'm afraid what i guessed will be the truth.
I'm afraid of the cruel reality.
I'm afraid i couldnt stand right up
again.
BUT, if i dont find out, I CAN NEVER REST IN PEACE.
It's bothering me, EVERY SINGLE DAY.
I'm like a empty shell left, roaming round somewhere...
I'm feeling superrrrrrrrrrr LOW!
I'm afraid i'll blow my anger on anybody...
A piece of stained paper,
you added some colours, some drawing, some lights.
It turns out nice. Very nice.
BUT oneday, it's torn! with culprit NOT FOUND.
Lost time can NEVER be found.
I'm afraid to lose~
You meant something to me.
Something SO important that i realised im afraid i'll lose.----------------------------
I know im slow but i wanna catch

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