A return entry just for my lovely BestieSis!

:))
At this point of time, im so so down on my mood.
She's here for me. She cried as i cry.
Trying so hard to cheer me up,
using whatever words she could think of, just to cheer me up.

She wrote an entry for me in her blog.
Tears rolled down IMMEDIATELY while reading.
Superrrrrrrrr touched! Like really.
& it really touched my heart!

FYI,
She's my bestie since secschool.
I swear we were goddamn close, goddamn bestie.
BUT, an incident separated us.
We had a fucking HUGE "fight"; which is totally nonsensical to me now.
I thought i'd lost this really bestie of mine forever aftermath.
We had a superrrrrrrrrr cold war for a total of ONE BLOODY DAMN YEAR!
Till we ended secondary school, we begin to like somehow talk to each other,
somehow chatted again and and and.................
HERE WE ARE. BESTIE AGAIN!!! :DD
Im glad that im having you again now. You're just like a sister to me!
I do cherish and treasure you loads.

Friends come and go,
but only true friend stays.

I really dont need lots of friends.
I just need some TRUE ones.
Those who'll be there, crying and laughing with me.
CHEN TING LING, is one of them :)
8th year of friendship, and still counting on.
You're more than just a friend to me!




PS:
Girl, thanks so much for hearing me out. Really.
When im someone's listening ear, i need someone to hear me out too.
I know you aint good at your words, but you tried so hard to talk me round.
and you tried so hard to cheer me up and tell me
"i'll be with you too" and "i'll cry with you too".

Remember, there's always and definitely an end to everything.
It's just the matter of time. Dont give up.
If you keep looking back at those things that make you cry,
you'll never get to move on with your life.
Only time holds the answer...
and time can reveal everything. just stay neutral now.

It's good to have an end to the journey toward,
but it's the journey that matters in the end (:

When everything seems to be going against you,
remember the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it.
-Henry Ford-

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dont worry bout me. im fine.
i just need some time to cool down, to think bout it.
to think what i really want; decide and DONT REGRET!
i hope i really gonna make a correct decision this time round.
lesson learnt and if i make the mistake again,
im afraid i couldnt stand up this easily anymore.

Anyway,
You're just so lovely. I LOVE YOU.






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Im so gonna write an entry for all my besties/lovelies and those i enjoyed with too.
But not now. Im really not in the mood to.
Dont make me super emo. Im alrd emo-ing. DAMN.
&&& im not suppose to emo here oh.
Suppose to be down at myemorantingground eh.

Fidelity, i love ♥
I♥ MY BOYFRIEND
7/16/2008 03:47:00 PM